I’ve sat here for a while now and pondered the path I would take in defending the Adult Parole Board, traversing the idea is something I never thought I could bring myself too, but I am compelled to do just that. I come from an uttermost criminal fraternity so speaking out about this is unquestionably frowned upon but seeing as I have always and in all ways ran my own game, I don’t give a fuck about others opinions. They can stay inside and rot or sit at a bar and drink away the darkness.
There was a point in my sentence for murder where the reality that I would never again see the light of day dawned on me when State parliament was considering keeping me in. Front page articles written by unscrupulous scare mongers of “Nazi To Go Free” kept everyone on the hook, including myself.
I was never convicted of a racially motivated kill nor is it illegal to be associated to the National Socialist ideal anymore than it is to be a Satanist yet it seemed that I was being judged for my Right Wing leanings rather than the crime of murder.
Some here, Steve and Reagan, I am pointing you guys out as the chief protagonists in your hatred for the adult Parole Board and I wholly agree with the guts of your comments however I have to express my gratitude to the APB because if it were not for them and their dogged determination in keeping me out I would have still been languishing inside some maximum security shit hole in lieu of my current position.
It was not easy, parole once initiated was daunting, new faces and instituted understandings to consider and undertake or die….literally. I know what I am and I know what I am capable of, there was no way I was going to spend another day inside if I had to so I was going to walk the line. Make no mistake, had I been forced into a corner there would have been a bloody outcome for sure, it was planned and ready to execute: if I were staying in forever then the system would know about it and bear the brunt of their decision. I knew who I would take out, it would have transcended anything they would have envisioned.
There were a few incidents along the earlier weeks of my release that should have seen me dragged back inside yet I cannot detail anything here other than to say I countermanded their decisions three times. The APB did everything they could and used every trick in the book to keep me out. Be it that they did it out of selfless determination or out of an undying need to not look foolish in the eyes of Parliament, whatever the case they were there for me.
There are and forever will be certain criminals that should be locked away for life and there are those that fall into the case of execution, but seeing as we live in soft cock system where inadequacy and passing blame is accepted as the norm then there will always be cracks in this system of failure and scummy whack jobs like Haigh, Price etc. will fall through and wreak havoc.
Paul Haigh once told me, in the H-Division gym, in intimate detail how he would masturbate his dog and how he fucked his retarded brother; how he and his gammy brother would take turns on their willing sister. I have met some of the worst there is and they should never be released, I have also met plenty who should be released, in many cases the fact that a man wears a CRN, in my opinion, does not make him a criminal. I have met some decent guys that are very much victims of circumstance.
Why would I listen to Haigh you might ask, well to be very honest there was not much in the way of audible recreation so listening to him drone on about how his dog enjoyed licking Haigh’s genitals seemed entertaining…in a sickening way,